Dear God, help me please

I feel today is the most boring. why? i do not know. i feel there was no productive work that I do. all day I just wake up, eat, watch tv, and longest in front of the pc. what's the difference I had with useless waste. I was confused, I was stressed because too alone in the room that is not more widespread.

Dear God, help me please. give your path to achieve my wishes and to quickly get happy my parents, I want to be a daughter to be proud of my parents, I do not want to be a parasite on the family.